We are lonelier than ever and addicted to our own stress hormones …

I know what you're thinking ... 

I'm not an artist

and/or

I just can't relate to your tortured story replete with drugs, illegal raves and a sex addiction 😳



💯 FAIR

but hear me out …

It's true - as a former drug / sex addict in recovery

I am no longer addicted to adrenaline .  Or cortisol .  

But these issues are more universal than you may think ...

and critical to address for optimal health outcomes

[including but not limited to a sustainable sex drive]

as well as access to creativity + the capacity for healthy / nourishing relationships!

“For those habituated to high levels of internal stress since early childhood, it is the absence of stress that creates unease, evoking boredom and a sense of meaninglessness .  People may become addicted to their own stress hormones— adrenaline and cortisol "  Gabor Maté , When the Body says NO 

The emphasis here 🇺🇸 on productivity, ambition and damn-near constant activity creates a glorification of stress and a [toxic] masculine paradigm of "busyness"  ...

which, in turn, results in an entire population with chronically elevated cortisol levels

Burnout, depression, chronic fatigue, impaired immunity, hormonal imbalance, sexual dysfunction and a slew of autoimmune disorders will inevitably follow ... it's just science, y'all . 

And sadly, I can verify all of these empirical data experientially, as I've already navigated [ and healed ] everything on that list … 


Nearly 20 years ago,

I was forced to change my lifestyle . 


My body left me no choice ...

that's how very WISE our bodies are .


When we allow our nervous systems to adapt to a constant state of fight or flight, we become accustomed and habituated to elevated cortisol .  Even addicted to it . 

This adaptation mimics substance abuse in the way the body relies on it and seeks out stressful media / situations / jobs / relationships ...

unable to relax and surrender to pleasure .

Western civilization, with its emphasis on materialism and external gratification, has created a WHOLE ASS CULTURE of denial and distraction 🙄

Rather than confronting deeper issues, we seek "solace" in external stimuli - an endlessly defeating cycle reinforcing chronic stress, loneliness and very poor physical and mental health outcomes . 

 This is one of MANY reasons ...

I created my yearlong immersion program LUST4LYFE

MARK YOUR 📅 because … earlybird enrollment begins next month for my VIP list ❤️‍🔥

I'll be releasing 3 spaces @ VIP rates at 9a PST on August 3rd

Once filled, the remaining spaces will be released to the public @ standard rates ! 

LISTEN . This is high-touch support for an entire year, y'all ... a synthesis of my somatic expertise and creativity as an artist [ READ : fun + transformative !!! ]

Sooooo if you are currently in-transition,

seeking a new kind of regenerative community

or ready to invest in your relationships, creativity, health, longevity, pleasure …

Learn more about this cutting edge program HERE